✛✛✛✚ A little special Friday ✚✛✛✛

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✚Today as usual, after my school (4.05pm) meet my friends in front of school's lobby. Then I asked my friends wanna go buy next week food? So they said OK! But one of my friend said that his father post things for him and wanna go take from reception there.... After took and we went to his room and opened.... Woah~ Tomyam mee, Sambal and more.... After that, we went to market to buy vegetables.... Today raining so quite troublesome...... and we 3 people share a umbrella and walked to there.... ~.~ I bought some carrots,onion and tomato sauce. That sell vegetable's aunty very funny, she said my friend very handsome... Hahahhaha~ After that we back to dorm and ate instant noodles. Today had a student communicate party and we were joined that party.... The main motive is can eat free food~ xDDD Next motive is want to know more friends. In that party, I knew a Japanese named Miho Kaneko. She is cute and pretty girl ( I think lah). She said she just wanna come to communicate with student abroad and wanna know their things.... Very funny and interesting when talking with her.. because my Japanese still very poor..T____T hahaha~ Sometime she get the wrong meaning and sometimes I get the wrong... Today had a fun night and after that party I went back to my friend's room and chit chat together.... About 11pm+ I went back to my room and try to upload photo in this blog... but still failed.. I also dunno why..

Maybe the line had some problems... Lastly I getting frustrated and go to bed~ ✚

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Dazzling sun~

One of the houses beside my school.

Another dazzling sun...

Stairs of my school.

✛✛✛✚ Stress is coming now ✚✛✛✛

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✚Today I knew something that I don't want to hear and know.. First is my EJU test (Examination for Japanese University Admission for International Students) is coming soon ( 21 June 2009). Today my teacher bring me my EJU test's pass and information for me. ARGH!!!! STRESS AR!!! I'm going to die soon. This is because I not yet studying finish my General Study, Japanese and Mathematics completely. Not even half of my textbook. So I don't how to face this time test and really difficult for me. SOB~~ TT____TT What can I do??? PRay~??? GOD HELP ME!! Now I'm really regret to take this time EJU test. SIGH~ Second is why I'm always so unlucky ? WHY? WHY? WHY LER???? The venue I take my test is different with all of my friends. SO SUAY LAH! My other's friends all in the same place ler! T____T Now I've to search out those same place with me..because I don't know how to go that place and I scare that I'll lost~ For those who know me very well will get what I mean... I'm "ROAD BLIND" loh!! SIGH............ ✚

✚Next, today I had a talk with my teacher about part time work's things. She is so troublesome! She want me give her reason why want to work and then I gave her my reason d! But she still keep asking this and that~ =___= Then tell us after working will what what what and that that that! WALAO!!! Other's teachers never ask so much, only my class's teacher want to ask so much questions!!! ARGHHH!!! But I know lah... she scares us after working will neglected our study lah! She concerns about us only lah~ Cannot blame her, maybe I have to thanks to her because she is so care about our study. ^_^ After asked me questions, she asked me to write a guarantee short's letter for her. It's about if she asks me to stop working and I've to listen to her. Then promise to her won't neglect my study and take care my health while working. After that, she also help us chop her stamp on my application form I'm really so pleased that I've had such teacher. .Although she is so strict to us but she is kind and responsible's teacher.　私は先生に「お会いできるのはとてもうれしかったです。ありがとうございました。」と言いたいです。✚

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✛✛✛✚Finally✚✛✛✛

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✚ I finally started to write this blog although I already created this blog before I came to Japan. This is 3rd month since I came to Japan. In this past 2 months, let me know that myself is so naive, have no sense of propriety and sometimes still like to overrate myself abilities. I thought that if I come to Japan everything will be changed. But everything is out of my expectation. It is still very difficult for me to make friends with other people. People around me is so different compare with my friends in Malaysia. You think that you are friendly but the fact is they are just want to take advantages from you and sometimes will look down on you. 「So? Whatever lah!!!」this is what I always said to myself. This is one of the reason I will start to write this blog... to let off my feeling. ✚

✚ My study is getting tough and tougher.Especially, general study. I have to memorize a lot of things just like history. But I think I will try my best to get used to it. My Japanese also getting better than before and atleast now I already can commmunicate with Japanese. Speaking still have some problems, I think I have to practice more and more and MORE! Now I'm still cannot working in Japan, the main reason is because my school still don't want to give us working permit! SIGH~ ✚

✚ I miss church so much!!!I still cannot find any church in Japan, actually there are some church nearby my place but....BUT I still have to spend about 400 yen+++ to reach that church. I miss THE REALM lah!!!!! Sob sob sob........ I will go search again or I will go that church after I worked lah! Hahahahahahaha............! So stress in Japan because I cannot act the real me in this environment and must be careful when you are talking with other people! Here really is a GOSSIP environment and very scary! Hope that I'm not the one to let them gossip lah! >_____<'' Besides bad and sad's things happen to me also got happy's things lah... For example: go happy happy at some place like Shinjuku, Shibuya, Akihabara and more.. Aiyaaa... I miss Malaysia's food lah! Cause cheap and taste very GOOD!!! Here GOOD = EXPENSIVE and CHEAP= BAD (sometimes also good lah! But very rare lah!) Everyday I cook myself and sometimes with my friends. In Malaysia I hate carrot but in Japan what I ate the most is carrot! =____= This is because carrot very useful and cheap! xDDDD My favourite cooking is ♥FRIED RICE ♥! Hahahahaha! REASON = EASY+ FAST+ GOOD Everyday I also make my own bendo ( dunno write in english =X), eat at outside very expensive and I want to save money. The easy way is to make my own bendo....I seldom eat at outside lah~ reason same lah! Want to save money loh! ✚

✚Pay attention!!!✚

＊ A lot of people like to ask me this question o! So answer here lah! When I will back to Malaysia? The exactly date I still dunno, maybe I will back the end of next year or after 2 years. I will back if I have enough money to back Malaysia lah!But this year I confirmed cannot back already, because I have a lot of things to do and want to save money for my study's fees. And really thanks to those who concerned me and miss me lah! I also miss you all lah! xDDDD ＊

✚So today I will stop at here and I'll update more information about my news in Japan. Thanks for reading. ✚

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Wide view from rooftop of my school.

Sunny Day~