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✚ I finally started to write this blog although I already created this blog before I came to Japan. This is 3rd month since I came to Japan. In this past 2 months, let me know that myself is so naive, have no sense of propriety and sometimes still like to overrate myself abilities. I thought that if I come to Japan everything will be changed. But everything is out of my expectation. It is still very difficult for me to make friends with other people. People around me is so different compare with my friends in Malaysia. You think that you are friendly but the fact is they are just want to take advantages from you and sometimes will look down on you. 「So? Whatever lah!!!」this is what I always said to myself. This is one of the reason I will start to write this blog... to let off my feeling. ✚

✚ My study is getting tough and tougher.Especially, general study. I have to memorize a lot of things just like history. But I think I will try my best to get used to it. My Japanese also getting better than before and atleast now I already can commmunicate with Japanese. Speaking still have some problems, I think I have to practice more and more and MORE! Now I'm still cannot working in Japan, the main reason is because my school still don't want to give us working permit! SIGH~ ✚

✚ I miss church so much!!!I still cannot find any church in Japan, actually there are some church nearby my place but....BUT I still have to spend about 400 yen+++ to reach that church. I miss THE REALM lah!!!!! Sob sob sob........ I will go search again or I will go that church after I worked lah! Hahahahahahaha............! So stress in Japan because I cannot act the real me in this environment and must be careful when you are talking with other people! Here really is a GOSSIP environment and very scary! Hope that I'm not the one to let them gossip lah! >_____<'' Besides bad and sad's things happen to me also got happy's things lah... For example: go happy happy at some place like Shinjuku, Shibuya, Akihabara and more.. Aiyaaa... I miss Malaysia's food lah! Cause cheap and taste very GOOD!!! Here GOOD = EXPENSIVE and CHEAP= BAD (sometimes also good lah! But very rare lah!) Everyday I cook myself and sometimes with my friends. In Malaysia I hate carrot but in Japan what I ate the most is carrot! =____= This is because carrot very useful and cheap! xDDDD My favourite cooking is ♥FRIED RICE ♥! Hahahahaha! REASON = EASY+ FAST+ GOOD Everyday I also make my own bendo ( dunno write in english =X), eat at outside very expensive and I want to save money. The easy way is to make my own bendo....I seldom eat at outside lah~ reason same lah! Want to save money loh! ✚

✚Pay attention!!!✚

＊ A lot of people like to ask me this question o! So answer here lah! When I will back to Malaysia? The exactly date I still dunno, maybe I will back the end of next year or after 2 years. I will back if I have enough money to back Malaysia lah!But this year I confirmed cannot back already, because I have a lot of things to do and want to save money for my study's fees. And really thanks to those who concerned me and miss me lah! I also miss you all lah! xDDDD ＊

✚So today I will stop at here and I'll update more information about my news in Japan. Thanks for reading. ✚

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Wide view from rooftop of my school.

Sunny Day~