Monday, January 4, 2010

✛✛✛✚Winter Holiday End soon✚✛✛✛

SAD
Time was passed so fast.
My winter holiday going end soon.
Christmas also passed.
Had a fun Christmas but had a boring New Year.
But really happy to my friend.
She found her happiness.
Congratulation to her.
Now already started a new year already.
Have to prepare myself to start a new life.
More 2 months I will graduate from Japanese Languese School and will go into the University.
Don't how my university will be?
And now still worrying about my school fees.
Sometimes really feel guilty.
Because of me...
my parents have to spent so much money on me.
And I'm still playing around here.
Scare that I'll make them dissapointed.
I want to become a famous photographer.
But...
I don't have that confident to do it so well.
Just because I lack of money...
[Financial problem]
..is the only problem I have to face it.
Need more people give me confident..
More power...
Sometimes people will say that " Woah, the photos you've took is so nice!"
But...
I don't think that it was a good photos...
Sometimes...
People will say that,
"OMG!! how come you will take such ugly photo? Are you sure you are going to study photography? My skill also better than you.."
I speechless...
So hurt!
Whatever..
ok..forget about that!

START A NEW LIFE

I want to earn a lot a lot of money.
Don't always make my parents worry me.
Be perfect!
Don't show your ugly face to people.
Be happy!
No EMO!
Everynight pray to GOD!
He is the only ONE will hear to you and understand you!
AMEN!

Yesterday I got my 1st salary...
So sad..
That salary is really low that I have no confident to survive on this month.
So I have to search for 2nd job.
God give me more strength!
Everyday look happy but inside really gloomy.
2ND JOB!! 
頑張ろう!

To my dearly friends:
Please intro me if you have job.....
Thank you so much!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

✛✛✛✚Winter Holiday ✚✛✛✛

Winter Holiday
My winter holiday already started now.
Some of my friends went back to their hometown and some of them went to holiday trips and also working part-time job .
And me??
Relaxing and working part-time job and looking for second part-time job too.
It's so difficult to searching for job.
I'm not sure what my problem, but I'll keep looking and find out the problem.

Christmas
This year....
My Christmas will be different?
Happy or just a normal Christmas.
Miss my friends and church..
Every year I will celebrate with them but this year will be different.

My Religion
I'm admit that sometimes I will forget "HIM".
But I'm great that although I've forget "HIM".
"HE" will always reminding me and keep holding me.
Watch out on me.
So that I would not walk on the wrong path.
Just because of "HIM", I'm here now.
This is what I'm believe and my religion.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

✛✛✛✚ November Updated✚✛✛✛

November
~A great month for me~
I went to visit my future University and have a lot of fun there...
Took my EJU test~ and I'm free from that now.. xDDD
Then busy preparing my University's interview
And today I have GOOD NEWS to share~
I PASSED!!!!
I already passed and accepted in Nihon University.
Yahoo!!~
♥ Shopping with my friends...
..... and I bought a winter coat and a long boots~
and the next day...
I'm hang out with my classmates and have fun together again...
But too bad~ in the same day...
....my favourite boots' ribbon gone...
~xSobx~
Just as my expected..
This month I've over spent~
Because I bought a Coat and boots..
But I think still can cover it...
Another good news is I found a job too....
Although the salary is very low...
But I have no choice...
I will search for another job as well.
だから頑張れ!!!
My next problem is MONEY !!
So now have to work hard and earn as much as I can before get into the university...
and next week I will have JLPT test...
Hope that I can pass the mark... and I know I can pass that~ hehe+
Because I know that..
God always with me
Below is the link to my photos: (come take a look)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

✛✛✛✚ ケーキの食べ放題 ✚✛✛✛

ケーキ食べ放題

~24 October 2009~
Replacement Birthday Celebration for my friend.
My friend and I decided went to Ikebukuro to eat cake's buffet.
That restaurant main food is cake and also have a lot type of spaghetti, ice cream and more.
Really delicious and enjoyed the food there.

This is the entrance and there are ticket vending machine. You have to buy ticket before you go inside the restaurant. The ticket cost¥1480 for adult.

The tables and chairs there very nice...

A lot type of cake.


Fruits and Cake.

Delicious cake~ Yum~Yum~


Decoration there really nice, that ice cream will turn around and around...
The person inside the photo is one of my friend.


Birthday boy and me.


Waitress there,birthday boy and me.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

This is grill meat at Katsuga.
My Mathematics Teacher brought me and my classmates there to celebrate our last lesson for Mathematics.
I didn't took so much photos... Only have this one. Cannot share too much with you guys~
Really expensive cost my teacher about 25,000++yen...2 months of my spenses...
=_________=
But really worth, really delicious~!!!!


Sunday, October 11, 2009

✛✛✛✚September and October✚✛✛✛

。。。秋。。。
☆September☆
That's so fast September already passed.
There were a lot of things happen in September.
My friend's birthday, my birthday, my family too.
This year cannot celebrate with them quite sad and lonely.
Next,
Hang out with classmate.
~Ladies' party together~
~Sushi together~

(Anyway I not really love sushi...haha!)
Relationship between classmate also became closer...
This month also decided which university I wish to go in too.
First is Nihon Daigaku and November will take test and interview too.
Excited and nervous.

☆October☆
In this month, My Junior coming...
(hehe+ I became senpai~ Hope got people call me rin senpai~ xD)
This year Moon Festival,
Shared a moon cake with a group of friends...
....and had a long talk together until next day..
hehe+
Next is a sad news,
One of my classmate stopped school.
This is the second classmate, quite sad and will miss him too.
He is the first I knew when I stepped in the school.
I'm not sure the reason, just knew that he back to Malaysia to cure his sickness.
Hope he will get well soon. Take care Kai-san~
Another news is, I went to Embassy of Malaysia already, haha....
Just like I'm in Malaysia, the building has Malaysia 's style.
But all the staff are Japanese, but I met one Malaysian staff too.
Just same like Malay people, love to show off...
Whatever..


☆MONEY☆
Now I lack of money, really need a job now....
I applied the Nihon University (35,000 yen) and now very poor...
Sob..sob... T___________T Why so expensive ar???????
~Sigh~
This month will be busy preparing interview and seaching for job too.
But also have to do revision, because exam coming soon too.
Will be a busy month...Sigh~
大変なあ~仕方がないよ~頑張れ!!!

This is Kai-san, he've stopped school and backed to Malaysia already.


This Ice-cream very nice~ xD
I ate at Denny's restaurant with my friend in Ikebukuro when my junior came to Japan.

Below is the photos of the Embassy of Malaysia in Shibuya,Japan.







Saturday, September 19, 2009

✛✛✛✚ 若竹祭 Wakatake Sai✚✛✛✛


Long time no update my blog...hehe+
Today I went to 竹の台高校(Take no Dai High school) for their 文化祭 (Cultural Festival) .

The Entrance of the Wakatake Sai.

They've used 若竹 as their theme which mean “young bamboo” for their cultural festival.
This is my first time went to Bunka Sai, very fun and just like how in the drama and anime.
I had went there with my friend by bike.

As you can see it’s crowded there.

After reached there, we lined up to buy Takoyaki and TakoSen (Takoyaki Senbei).
とてもおいしかったよ~~~
We've watched some Band performance by their Keion Bu (Light Music Club) and played shooting balloon with 弓(A Japanese’s bow).
Their bow very long and quite heavy for me. A cute Japanese girl teached me how to use the bow... hehe+ very happy. ^___^


There had been some band which like K-ON-bu at the school too.
Their music very nice but just the vocal let me "sweat" alot...
But also have some band had performed very good.


This is another band with their crazy fans..Rocking at there.

Then I followed my friend went to see the Judo competition. One of his friend had took part in this competition.

Judo lined up. Very nice...

Then we also went to the Ghost House which we often can see in Anime or Drama.When lining up at outside, I can heard people screaming inside and cause me feel nervous too. The Ghost House had scared me. Especially the 贞子-Japan's ghost that crawling ghost. Chasing me from behind. T____T But it’s quite fun and enjoyable there.Inside the classroom had decorated with news papers and bloods(not the real blood,maybe just red ink).

The storyline written on the poster to stick in from of the classroom for you to read when lining up.


The entrance of the Ghost House. 番化け屋敷 (Read as Ban Bakeyashiki)

Besides that, we also had went to see drama, quite boring and very in at the hall. Maybe I don't understand what they were talking about. The Bunka Sai end about 3pm and we went back around that time. I'm really enjoyed this Bunka Sai and had saw many nice looking boy... xD

Hehehe+ Too bad didn't know one of them.

Most people already back, just lefted student of this school.

Hope my school also have such event too.. But too bad my school never have such event. My secondary life so bored... T_____T Hope can return back to secondary student.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

✛✛✛✚My feeling for this week✚✛✛✛




Actually nothing want to write...
DOn't know why this few days was so MOODLESS..
Don't have the mood to study and always make fun in the class.
Teacher still warned my friend ( a friend of making fun with me together..)
I'm shocked when I knew that, and never say the word "Oiishi" ...
This week one of my classmate stopped school, quite sad because I lost one of my target already! He is very good in his grammar....but he is a noisy person~
I still had sweard want to win him on the next time test.. But too bad..He lefted!
This week had earned 4000 yen~ Happy~ ^____^
I'm still searching job and everyday get scolded from my mum....
悲しいなあ~
Sometimes will suddenly let me think why I'm here? What is my goal?
Lost my way again~
~My dream ~私の夢~
Become A.....
Professional Photographer~
I want to share...
A wonderful~fabulous~gorgeous~ photos with people.
I can do it?



~Doubting~