SAD
Time was passed so fast.
My winter holiday going end soon.
Christmas also passed.
Had a fun Christmas but had a boring New Year.
But really happy to my friend.
She found her happiness.
Congratulation to her.
Now already started a new year already.
Have to prepare myself to start a new life.
More 2 months I will graduate from Japanese Languese School and will go into the University.
Don't how my university will be?
And now still worrying about my school fees.
Sometimes really feel guilty.
Because of me...
my parents have to spent so much money on me.
And I'm still playing around here.
Scare that I'll make them dissapointed.
I want to become a famous photographer.
But...
I don't have that confident to do it so well.
Just because I lack of money...
[Financial problem]
..is the only problem I have to face it.
Need more people give me confident..
More power...
Sometimes people will say that " Woah, the photos you've took is so nice!"
But...
I don't think that it was a good photos...
Sometimes...
People will say that,
"OMG!! how come you will take such ugly photo? Are you sure you are going to study photography? My skill also better than you.."
I speechless...
So hurt!
Whatever..
ok..forget about that!
START A NEW LIFE
I want to earn a lot a lot of money.
Don't always make my parents worry me.
Be perfect!
Don't show your ugly face to people.
Be happy!
No EMO!
Everynight pray to GOD!
He is the only ONE will hear to you and understand you!
AMEN!
Yesterday I got my 1st salary...
So sad..
That salary is really low that I have no confident to survive on this month.
So I have to search for 2nd job.
God give me more strength!
Everyday look happy but inside really gloomy.
2ND JOB!!
頑張ろう！
To my dearly friends:
Please intro me if you have job.....
Thank you so much!
